Happy Thanksgiving

Hope y'all have had a good one. I sure have, even though I'm working today.

You might be wondering what happened to all of those posts I had up. Well, they are gone. Why? Because it was mostly bullshit. Stuff I don't wanna remember anymore. Stuff that seemed to hurt other people more than it helped me. So, it's done. Gone forever, into the depths of cyberspace. None of my worthless drivel from those times was worth leaving up for the world to see. I'm 100%in a better place now and never want to worry about all that shit again. So it's done. Gone.

Now I'm ready to go home

I figured I'd throw out an update. Hell, I forgot this was even here til the other day. I've been so busy with life, I don't do the internet much anymore. OK, that's a lie, but I don't do stuff like this much. Just the occassional facebook trash talk or message board fodder. Apparently, I am rumored to surf porn, too, but I really don't. Anymore. Seriously.

Enough of that. I started this a long time ago because I had a lot of weird feelings, a lot of hurt. Well, the best thing to ever happen to me changed all of that. Those that know me know who this is. She is the greatest girl, err, woman, I could have ever met. Beautiful, smart, funny, SMARTASS, and best of all, she can put up with me. I couldn't ask for more. Seriously. She is a VOLS fan and even will go to some rock shows that I like to go to. I am slowly educating her in the ways of good music. Very slowly, but she is getting it. Gonna get her a ring soon, and hopefully buy a house, along with lots of other good things. Hell, we even have a dog. A hellion of a dog, but I love the damn thing anyway. Our own little family. Sure, we have our ups and downs, but fuck man, who doesn't. This woman is everything I ever wanted and more. And...get this...she loves me for me! Not someone she wants me to be, or as a replacement for something else. Just the fucking awesome guy I am. LOL

BTW, IT'S FOOTBALL TIME IN TENNESSEE!!!!!!!!!!! And guess who will be there with me to watch the VOLS run through the "T" this weekend? Yep, you guessed it, my future wife. Not even of those other crazy hoes I dealt with, but the ONE slightly insane girl for me. Yeah, I mean she has to be a little crazy to live my life, right?

Anyway, I've got a fantasy draft to get to. Later fools!

You know that saying...

that when things are going good, it is generally too good to be true.

That is generally the story of my life. LOL

No specifics, but just a general feeling I have lately.

Here's some lyrics by one of my favorite bands ever that sums it up pretty well.


Do you feel the walls come down
Every where you stand
Fill the void
And escape the world with something

Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime

Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it

[Chorus]
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year (another year)

You kill yourself
Everyday you turn away
(Suffocate.....Seperate)
To face it all
Would you save us from ourselves
Save us from ourselves

Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it

[Chorus]
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year (another year)

Everytime the truth gets broken
(broken....broken
broken....broken)
(Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime)

[Chorus]
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last (another year)

Yeah...

So, here is my first blog. I'm a simple guy, and I'll keep it simple.

Beer is good.

Women are crazy.

VOLS rule.

Bama sucks.

So does Florida.

And UK.

And I seem to stay confused.

That is all for this moment.